Why I Want To Buy A Lamborghini

Why I Want To Buy A Lamborghini

Even when I was younger, whenever I saw someone driving a Lamborghini, my initial thought was always "damn, I bet he has a nice life." and "damn, I bet this guy is living awesome."
It was never thinking about how much many girls he gets or how much attention he gets. It was always about their life. How free they were, how nice it was to have the money and freedom to buy such amazing car.

Oddly enough, had I had taken a different path, I would have had a supercar by now. If I had dated then married this beautiful Israeli girl, whose father was an extremely wealthy diamond dealer, I would have had it all. But at what cost? Nothing, which would have been a problem. I may have not seen it as a problem, but having stuff handed to you and possibly having access to all kinds of awesome shit, I knew I would have spiraled downward. I'm not really a religious guy, but I truly believe God prevented that relationship from really happening and growing into something serious. 

I want to get this car myself, with my own money. I want to be married with a family with a very high net worth, all earned by myself.  

A Lamborghini to me symbolizes freedom. Many people I've told that to do not think it's true. The first thing they mention is Loans. Loans, Loans, Loans. Taking a loan for a Lambo is not option I would take. I'm going to buy it cash. Paid for on the spot. Why take a loan out for a dream car? It wouldn't be a dream car then LOL.


I always daydream about waking up at whatever time I want, and going to the garage of my very nice and big home and seeing my Lambo parked in there. 

I will get it. I feel I will, and I will keep working hard and striving to make that dream into a reality. 

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End of Year, Beginning Of New Opportunity

Being Forced to Start Over Act I.

They say there's a silver lining in the clouds; I no longer believe in that. It seems everything I've tried has seemed to crumble and fall flat on its face. It comes to a point where just thinking "positive" or "looking at the bright side of things" seems like bullshit.

Something happened recently with a partnership I had. I can't go into specifics because I'm still conducting my own little investigation, but it seems like a big deal that was supposed to happen, didn't really happen. This is thousands of dollars we're talking about here. Products that I personally had a hand in developing and designing. When I first learned of the 'truth', it didn't really bother as much. I tried to just sit back and laugh at it a bit and come to my senses. But after a day, it really bothers me. It makes me disappointed and very discouraged. Being lied to over a business deal is a lot like being lied to in a relationship, it hurts and it makes you step back and look at all parties involved with a very pessimistic eye. A critically pessimistic eye.

When someone goes out of their way to lie, with pictures and everything, it makes you wonder where their head is really at. Why lie? Y'know, you can't really live out the lie, the lie sounds good, rolls off the tongue in a very pleasurable way, but you can't feel  the lie. You can't cash the lie in at the bank. You can't live off the lie like an investment or retirement account. After the lie is said, you're back into real life, living the reality. Everyone knows reality isn't as fun as the lie. But we live in the reality, not made up fantasies.

This lie has affected our business, ultimately our lives. For what? props? A pat on the back along with a Fireball shot? That's nice, but I can't push things forward with a shot of alcohol and verbal masturbation.

I was supposed to leave the country on what I thought was business. In reality, it's the opposite. All pleasure, but all under the guise of business? How does that even work? I'm going to network to build more profitable relationships, but of course co-owner had planned all this time to party with some chick. Chicks are cool, but chicks don't secure a future of freedom and wealth. It's just pussy, man.

I feel ashamed for falling for the smoke and mirrors, and I feel even more ashamed for telling friends and family and potential clients and partners of the success we made, the money we made. That stuff never happened, never existed. All talk.

You're So Smart 

It feels good for people to tell me how smart I am. The people I confided in and poured my heart out to during this ordeal told me the exact words. "But you're so smart, you'll be okay, you'll find a way". As good as it feels to be regarded as such, it doesn't help me at all. I get tired of hearing that. If I was so smart, why do I keep getting into these shady deals? Get involved with these shady people?

I don't feel very smart. I can teach myself how to program. I can teach myself how to build extraordinary things, but I ain't smart. I'm just not lazy is all. I get kinda tired of hearing how "smart" I am, because I don't feel smart at all. I'm so smart but I keep getting fucked over. Yeah, I'm smart. I'm a god damned genius.


I'm starting a new project and I will do it all by myself. I'd be lying if I say I'm approaching with the same mindset as I had before. I'm not. I'm approaching with a very critical and somewhat negative and cynic mindset, which I know is not really good, but maybe it's time to be this way. It seems to be the only way.


I still feel lost, still feel desolate, but I know deep down, I have to push forward and move on...We'll see how this shit goes.

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The Rules Of Partnerships

"In a partnership, both parties should have a skill...."

So true. I always believed it, but never thought much about it. But now I am proof of that. I should have never entered into a partnership deal where I was the only one with the skills and talent. I regret everything. I am done. I should have thought about it, I should have reconsidered. I should have stayed away from clothing like I initially promised myself.

I am pretty mad at myself, but I'm not too beat up. I am currently working on other ventures that are actually benefiting me. Something I am actually enjoying. Something I can actually utilize my skills and talent on.

I will officially no longer work with clothing lines. I know I said it before, but I mean it this time. I hate the clothing business with a passion. It's a pain in the ass to design and develop a product in that field. I like building websites, I like making banner ads. It's more freedom in the web. Clothing is all about following trends rather than trying to innovate. I am through with this business, it is not for me.

These past few years, people have been taking from me, always wanting something from me, I don't get anything in return. Nothing. What can they give me? Let's face it, I'm just too good for these people. I am ready to rub shoulders with people who will actually show me something. Actually give me the same as I give them. I'm too good for them.

Only partner with someone who as a skillset and drive...for everyone else? Just say no.

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In Business To Detroy

Kill All Of Them

I used to be in business to be successful and live a life of wealth. Now it's all of that PLUS wanting to kill and murder my competition and those who used me in the past to build their own empires. I lost a lot of money on it, and wasted time and resources on them in hopes of getting the same help and love in return.

Now I go to bed wanting to kill them. I wake up out of bed wanting to kill them. Fuck all of you, I will destroy you, I will put you out of existence. I hate you, I want to KILL you. I want to no longer be anything. I want you to no longer to exist. I won't stop until I am dead, and even in death I will still murder everything you do

That is all

Only the good shall prosper, the crooks, thieves and users and abusers should be destroyed. What value do they bring to society?

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I've Got To Ask For It.

Guys, we all have this buddy. He's a married guy. Every time he comes around, he's usually looking like a sad sack of shit. He always says the same thing whenever we get on the topic of sex or anytthing sexual for that matter. "I haven't had any in weeks". Or "My wife stopped giving me bj's after the honeymoon". He lost, majorly. His wife has him in the palm of her hand. He ain't no man no more.

In business, I WAS that guy not getting the BJ's. I was putting my all into my business. All of my TLC. But my business never gave me any BJ's. My business owned me. But, because I'm a real man and not a bitch, I made the decision to "divorce" my business and move on to one that's going to give me my BJ's. With my first business, I never asked for it. I just waited until IT was reasdy to give it to me. Waste of time, get out of dodge, and quick

So, I started a new business, and every day, I am asking for what I want, and I'm getting it. I don't even have a product yet, and I know I'm going to have customers. Because I ask for them to buy from me. Best part about it is, I don't ask for it in a question format. I ask for it in a way that they won't even know that I'm closing them on a sale. I lay out what I and my product does for them. Short and Sweet, though. At the end, I just lay it out to them the benefit of getting it from me. That's it. I got my BJ, and I'll get my BJ tomorrow.

only dickless lames wait around for what they want. I no longer am that guy. Give me what I want, or you won't see me again. I'll be on to the next one, closing the sale. Simple as that. I think people over complicate business, but if you keep it as simple as asking for what you want, I believe business becomes a bit easier. No need for all the fluff

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If you are not with me, you are against me

Simple Solution

Want to know if a business deal is bogus? Ask what YOUR benefits of the deal is. If they are not with you, they are against you. You need to get what you need. On the flipside, be sure that your potential partner gets something out of the deal too, don't be selfish. BUT, if the deal is all on their side, then scrap them. If you don't fulfill my need, why should I fulfill yours?

I don't entertain bullshit

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I am the one percent

This is going to be short and sweet. I will be...matter of fact I AM the one percent. This is not the 1 percent you hear of in the news. No, i am referring to the one percent that will be extraordinary in everything he does. What the 99 percent is doing i will be the one percent that will do it extraordinarily.

Can YOU compete with someone like me?

99/1 rule, mindset and theory.

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